10 days! im so happy! hehe

i sat home all last night it was kinda nice i never really get to just sit around on a friday night ... at least not since dec.

so it seems like im working around the basketball team...i liked doug...now i like him (i would say who but you know the type of people who read my journal uh huh im talking abt you!)... who will be next? freshman year i liked delavan its like a disease i get so close to them and they all have such great personalities that its hard not to fall for them!

its really weird i keep getting asked if we are dating and its like no ... i wish... but no lol he is really sweet and caring ... im not used to guys being sweet and caring its not normal well i guess doug was until we like stoped talking that was a sad day but oh well i think he is better for me anyhow

going to the party at fernwood tonight...its going to be fun i hope... i really hope my cha cha can go its not a party with out her! lol

got to go time to get the fuck out of here!

I cant stop to think about anything but you!

16 days! i can't wait till March 9th at 3:30pm i'm going to take my test for my liscence! i am soooooo scared that i am going to fail ... i just hope i pass so i can get out and about like i need to

i went shopping yesterday... i love shopping i think i have a problem with it... like everything looks sooo nice i just wanna buy everything i see ... i got my shirt and shoes for the banquet... i think it will be pretty i dont know if anyone else will ... i guess we will see

i am soooo close to getting out of my chemistry class i am sooo happy... i have an 58% so i can drop it ... i have never gotten anything less then an 79% on my report card so i cant let this go on ...

i got my hair highlighted on friday it looks nice

i like him alot...i just wish he liked me...but we all know that he doesnt ... been down that road before... i need to move on but that smile and cute face just wont let me move on .... ahhh

i would like a guy :-\ but i cant get one :-\ im sad

i HATE valentine's day... its a pointless holiday for single people maybe if you have someone you like it but if you dont ... you dont like it ...

so i hung out with ashley for valentines day... she got me flowers but i forgot them at her house :( how sad... i got her a big card she enjoyed it ... hehe ... we watched how to lose a guy in 10 days... its a great movie...so sad... i love ashley what would i do without her?

im dropping chemistry! i hate it and i hate the teacher ... ahhhhh my life is going to be so stress free...

why are you in my mind? i CANT like you

Ashley told me i should write so i am .... basketball ended on tuesday... it might have been the saddest ending to a season ever... it wouldnt have been bad but i have gotten so close to so many of the guys its hard to just let them go... and then i think omg the senior arent going to be there next year... no more leyon picking on me... no more jackie smiling and saying hi charissa.... and no more Aj yelling at me for being stupid... and no more joe or webby...its sooo sad... yesterday on my way home i heard our warm up song on the radio and i started to tear up.... i dont know why other basketball seasons i have just been like oh next season next season but i am running out of next seasons! next year is it .... just me and the guys it makes me sad to even think about it ... i love you guys!

so now like ashley i keep thinking of someone its not the same person but yeah same thing ... just cant get them out of my mind

i really wanna drop chemistry...the teacher sucks the subject sucks everything about it sucks

v-day sucks....its a horrible holiday

1) Using band/singer names, spell out your name
Christina A
H
A
R
I
SUGARCULT
SIMPLE PLAN
A

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? nope
3) What song makes you cry? this one by N'Sync
4) What song makes you happy? hmmm... i dont know
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? Sugarcult or Michelle Branch

PT. II
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'8
HAIR COLOR: Brown
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: blue
PIERCINGS: ears
TATTOOS: im getting one just dont know where

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: my pj pants
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: nothing
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: grape soda
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold and icky going to start snowing in a while
HOW ARE YOU? depressed upset

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: maybe im too honest?
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: sometimes
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes 33 days!

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: One Tree Hill
BOOK: i dont have one bc i hate reading
MAGAZINE: YM or Seventeen
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Cherry Coke or Shirley Temples from Friendly's
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Wine Coolers
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: anything
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: John Mayer

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope, I've thought about it though
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: nope
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: nope
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: probably
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yea
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: skipped class, yes, but only to go to another teacher's room
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: not totally asleep
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: no
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yep

l o v e
BOY/GIRL FRIEND: nope :(
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: okay, I want a Evian, Andrew, Reese, Benjamin, and Caleb
CURRENT CRUSH: yeah :-BEEN IN LOVE?: yeah but it was stupid
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yep yep im living it right now
BEEN HURT?: yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Nick
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: hmmm there was Walter... yeah i only knew him for like 2 days

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope got layed off
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: a mix
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: purple
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: my friends and basketball
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Ashley
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: probably the john mayer cd
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Ashley, Diana, Jeff, Camber, Nicole, most of the basketball team maybe not like 10 of them
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: everything and anything!

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i dk its been so long ago
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today
THING YOU PURCHASED: lunch
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: knock first
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: I cant even remember thats how long its been

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: only if u are raped
TEENAGE SMOKING: disgusting
SPICE GIRLS: Spice World- The Movie
DREAMS: they are soooo much better then real life
FATE: everything is fate so u just have to deal with it