this weekend started off bad then got better and ended not so great ... on friday night i had to stay home and take care of 2 dogs for my aunt and they were really really really bad together but then one left on saturday so Macy is better on her own lol

then on saturday night i went out to see the prince and me with tara... it might be one of the best movies i have seen! and i swear when the prince is in his suit he looks just like _______!!!! and i was like TARA OMG HE LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM IN A SUIT! its funny so of course i called ashley and left her a message telling her about it lol

so then on sunday everything started off right fine ... i went to visit my aunt and uncle then mrs allen then up to target then home ... when diana called and asked if i wanted to go for a walk and i was like sure... so we went for our walk and got back to her house and we decided that we should find out how long we walked so we took my car and was driving to the lake and back to see how far it was ... when we were like a 1000 feet from the lake ... i was going over a speed bump and the lady behind us had crashed into my car... so i pulled over and got out ... and i looked at it and started crying because i knew my uncle was going to KILL ME...then the lady was like it was my fault (well duh i didnt hit ur car) and she told us to go to her house to call my uncle and mom and people because you cant use ur cell phone up there ... we get back to her house and i couldnt even talk to anyone because all i did was cry... and cry and cry... so then these 3 guys walk in and i knew one from school and i know they are all under 21 ... they walk in with 40's in their hands and they were high... so they lady goes oh yeah i just let all the kids come to my house to drink and smoke up because its not a big deal and we dont tell their parents... so i was like WTF ... thats horrible lol ... but then we got back to dianas house and we make it to the hospital and they tell us oh well its just going to hurt for like a week and im like im paying you to tell me that? and then my mom left the room so i could change but before i could she came back in and opened the curtain up and my uncle was outside walking around waiting for me and i started crying and i was like im sorry and hugged him ... so anyways to like the best thing that came out of all this ....

i had called ashley earlier that morning and asked if she wanted a ride to school and just to leave a message on my cell because i knew she would be out late because she was in Ohio for guard... but then when i got out of the hospital i called her to tell her nevermind i couldnt bring her ... so i left a message... and when she got the message she was really worried and called my house and my aunts and my cell again... and that might have been the sweetest thing i have ever hear... because i know that she loves me and all because we have been best friend for forever but like to know that she was worried about me and thinking about me when she didnt really have to meant so much to me... when she told me this morning i kinda wanted to cry because its so touching to me ... god i love my best friend soo much! thanks ashley!


so ill give you a list of things that hurt:

left shoulder
eyes when i move them
the back of my neck
the back of my head (is that the same as the back of my neck?!?! i dk)
the whole bone that connects your shoulders together infront and in back
my left hand and wrist but thats just because they are swollen because i cant put my hand over my heart
lower back


and yeah we got an estimate for the car .... its $2,800.00

ahhhhhh what a weekend


your eyes are AMAZING... so it most things about you

fill this out and send it to bootsy2863@hotmail.com... and then ill fill it out for you hehe

1. I ____ Charissa.
2. Charissa is ______.
3. Charissa thinks a lot about _______.
4. When I think of _________, I think of Charissa.
5. If I were alone in a room with Charissa, I would _______.
6. I think Charissa should _____.
7. Charissa needs ______.
8. I want to ____________ Charissa.
9. If I could describe Charissa in a word: _______.


Dear Charissa,
You are really _____. You should _____. We need to go _____. After that we can _____. Remember that time we _____? That was real _____. Maybe tomorrow we can _____. You are my _____. I _____ you!

Signed your _____,
p.s. _____.

It seems like the only time i write in here is when i miss basketball or wanna talk abt him...

like im a going to miss Aj Jackie and Leyon so much next year ... and probably Bama too i dont think our team will be good next year ... are whole starting line up is leaving :(

and then him like he is soo sweet when he wants to be but then he gets an attitude oh well i do the same thing ... i wanna tell him but i am sooo afraid that it will turn out like Doug ... and i kinda lost him after that ... yea

the pssa's are horrible i wanna die they are 3 hours of sitting on your ass doing like nothing it takes me like 1 hour to do both together and the other 2 hours i sit there and wait... when your done you should be able to go to like a study hall or something just because sitting there is stupid


ahhh im stressing lol

Well i said i would write later... and look here that i am ... its weird everytime i type something my ear starts making this noise inside ... that cant be good lol anyways...

i got my license last tuesday (the 9th) yeah ever since then its been nothing but a pain in the ass... all i do is get yelled at for something or other with my car ... its like damn it just let me live a little ... damn it i have waited 16 years to have a little freedom i think i deserve it now... ahh its a stressful things... i wish i had never gotten it

all of a sudden i have been thinking about college alot and thinking that i dont know if i really wanna be a teacher ... i think i wanna make a bigger statement as an adult and yeah being a teacher is great and all but its nothing that i would be so proud of and something that will make me stand out ... i dont know it will probably never happen i will probably just be the average JANE (hahaha thats for me and ashley!!) because i am kinda interested in political science as a major but i am afraid that i wont have a job after college because if i'm a teacher at least i always know there is a job somewhere


i miss basketball alot ... i miss the guys ... i miss everything ... its sad... i dont know what i am going to do next year :( ... like i see Kevin and Rob and sometimes Doug( not like he speaks to me other then your a good kid) and yeah and Bryant and Jason... but its just not the same ... its totally different... like i dont know but i miss them ... seeing them all together... OH YES AND I SEE LEYON haha i dont know how i forgot the biggest guy on the team lol

my contacts should be in soon im pretty happy i wont have to bother with these glasses as much anymore

i hate being belittled ... its a icky feeling ...


i think im going to go into the whole im not hungry again... i can feel it coming on ... i think thats a good thing too ...



i want nothing more then to be yours...

Well i was looking at Bubba's (aka Cha Cha) journal and saw the quizzes then thought well she wanted me to write so first im taking the quizzes then im writting....


A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..



What kind of girl are you?
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Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.


What type of eyes do you have?
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your bitch.


What swear word are you?
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.



What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Grease!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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You are WILD AND CRAZY KIDS. You couldn't get
through life without a little fun... or a neon
colored t-shirt. You are a team player and
really into Omar Gooding. GO YOU!


Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
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Numetal... You make some good stuff but you're in
danger of selling out... The other genres
don't really like you but you reach the masses
with your touching lyrics... Just remember it
isn't all about fame...


What genre of rock are you?
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There is something about him that makes me at ease when i'm around him...

6 Days... im scared... what if i fail?? i will never forgive myself...

He is so great like in general... he has this really caring personality to everyone... like he always helps people and just has this great vibe around him...its times like these that i wish i had the guts to tell him...but that wont happen because thats not me and last time i tried that out it wasnt a good result... and i think i may like him as much as i liked Doug...but it doesnt matter because i will sit back like normal and just watch him be with someone else...im used to it

the basetkball banquet was sunday...it was nice... really sad though i kinda got misty eyed...i dont know how im going to do it next year im going to be a mess they are like the brothers i never had...but anyways the coaches got us gifts...it was soooo sweet they make us feel soooo wanted and cared for i dont know why anyone would trade that feeling in...

I'm out of Chemistry...hehe I'm SOOOOOOOO happy... now i get to sit in fugg's room and be an intern

you make me smile when no one else can