i havent written in a really long time but i have been really busy... things have been going fairly well! other then some really sad news i heard abt chris's mom!

basketball has been the best i have so much fun when im with the guys!

christmas wasnt as good as i thought it would be

so yeah i thought i would have more to write about but the only to write abt is basketball and really who wants to hear abt that over and over again?

i said i would write more today and guess what? im writing more today!

last night i didnt talk about the most important thing in the world right now... BASKETBALL! jeez its like the best thing ever! like its great we have so much fun! the guys are so loveable! they really are alot sweetier then i actually thought! its only the 5th game and i am already close to them! i know that if i ever needed them they would be there for me like if someone wanted to kick my ass or something lol ... leyon is a great guy he is really nice i never thought he was but yeah he is, and all the JV players are great too! AJ would be my favorite if it wasnt for the fact that he cant talk to me! which i find to be sad but what ever! and joe ob is really kind like he would help you do anything he always asks if i need help ... and joe s is just a pain in my ass but a good one i guess :-\ Sean is nice too... i take his earrings and then put them back in for him ... its fun i guess if u think putting earrings in someones ears is fun! Bryant is really nice... he is so sweet! like very friendly and just a nice guy!


basketball baby basketball

oh yes him 2 is really going to kill me ... like i dont know why but i really wish i would never have to see him again ... its mean of me but still and all its horrible and i am not going to stand for it ... i dont care if she likes him but i dont want anything to do with him at all ... sorry hun i know it hurts u

yeah so its almost christmas and i dont know if its just me but it really doesnt feel like christmas...i shopped, wrapped and all that good shit but still dont feel like christmas...maybe this weekend when me and ash make our ginger bread house it will feel more like christmas

i got laid off today ... i have no more money coming in! i cant do all the fun shit i used to! bc i have no money to pay for it ahhhhhhhhh

so now thats its the holidays i kinda want a guy in my life like i dont know what i really want ... i wish i did but im so confused abt whether i really want a guy or just what like a friends with benfits thing... i think a relationship would be better though bc the whole FWB thing just makes things more confusing and hard to handle

i need a boyfriend! if you would to apply for the position see me! haha

Basketball game tomorrow! hope we win!

You*re "The Brilliant Dance" by Dashboard
Confessional. Lucky; you*re the DC songs with
some of the best lyrics. Unfortunatly, this
means you broke up with someone or got rejected
by someone who meant a lot to you, and no
matter how hart you try, you just can*t get
them out of your mind. Good luck, kiddo.


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right now im on the phone with Ashley Elizabeth...my homosexual lover! or thats what people say abt us :-\ i dont see how ... i guess you just can be very best friend!

so now i dislike ryan...i was going to use the other word but i thought it would just to darn mean... what he did was just WRONG and i will not be treated like shit whether he likes my best friend or not. it just drives me insane

so yeah i would write more but uncle told me i have to get off :-\

write more tomorrow

ARE YOU...

A Good Singer?: people tell me I am..but I don't really think so...

A Vegetarian?: no no i like my meat

A Good Student?: depends on the subject

Good At Sports?: i have heard im good at basketball and football does that count?

A good Actor/Actress? i dont think so...never really tried

Deep sleeper?: YES i never hear anything.

A Good Dancer?: no no im not the dancing type.

Shy?: to people I don't know

Outgoing?: YES

A good storyteller?: sure why not

A good kisser?: depends on who u ask...

hair - brown

eyes - blue

height - 5'8

figure - uhm. how the hell would I know!
LAST THING YOU...

bought – my pics

ate & drank –soda with chicken?

read – the great gatsby
watched on tv - i dont remember ?
last song you listened to - Young gunz cant stop wont stop
EITHER / OR

club or house party - as long as there is a party whos complaining?

tea or coffee – sweet tea

beer or cider – beer

drinks or shot – drinks

cats or dogs - dogs!

single or taken – single...

pen or pencil – pen

gloves or mittens – mittens

food or candy – food

coke or pepsi – pepsi

hard or mild alcohol – hard or mild as long as its alcohol

matches or a lighter – matches .

Rickie lake or Oprah Winfrey- neither?

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...

kill - i have a short little list! arent u hoping ur not on it?

kiss- Chad Michael Murray, JOHN MAYER, your boyfriend, anthony, and your boyfriends best friend

hear from – Nick ... yea i miss him sometimes

get really wasted with - anthony!

tickle- i dont wanna tickle anything thats scary

look like – Britney Spears

be like – Katie

avoid – the neg. and only worry abt the positive!
LAST PERSON YOU...

touched – my mom when i hugged her good bye

talked to –my aunt

hugged – my mommy.

instant messaged - Ashley

kissed – you really wanna know? i would tell you if i could be i cant so i wont

WHERE DO YOU...

eat – at the table?

dance – no where

cry – anywhere.. as long as no one sees me.
HAVE YOU EVER...

Dated one of your best friends? no
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? YES
Done drugs? no

Broken the law? of course

Ran away from home? not really.

Broken a bone? nope

Cheated on a test? yes .

skinny dipped? nope

Played Truth Or Dare? yeah

Mooned Someone? nope

Kissed someone you didn't know? uhh no
Been on a talk show/Game show? nope

Ridden in a fire truck? hmmm thats an interesting question

Been on a plane? yess

Come close to dying? maybe?
Cheated on your Boy/Girlfriend? no..wtf

Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? yea

Ridden on some1's back or shoulder? yea

Eaten a worm/mud pie? ewwwww no

Kissed Someone? yes

Swam in the ocean? yess

Had a nightmare/dream that made you jump? hah yeah
WHAT IS...

The most embarrassing CD in your collection? the spice girls :-Your bedroom like? very clean thanks to my cleaning lady

Your favorite thing for breakfast?nothing really

Your favorite thing for lunch? hmm fries?

Your favorite thing for dinner? ruby tuesdays

Your favorite Restaurant? ruby tuesdays

Your favorite band/bands? i have alot now im a changing girl
WHO IS YOUR....

best friend: Ashley aka cha cha

funniest friend: Ashley aka cha cha

sweetest friend:Jeff aka hmmm there goes my akaing

craziest friend: Ryan FREAK

So Crystal hates me AGAIN... bc i tried to ruin there relationship i dont see how i could ruin it they are going to be together forever so whatever

on a funnier side of today... leyon thought my name was Ashley....because in math he looks at me and goes "Ashley what time is it?" and i was like WHO? im not ashley and im not telling you what time it is until u know my name. so he thought about it .... then started guessing first it was Jessica then Amanda then Samantha then Christine... AND THEN AFTER ME SAYING IT HAS A CH IN IT he finally got it! it was soooo funny ... then i was like if I was ashley would was ashley? and he goes melanies friend? it was just too funny. at least i will be able to get close to the rest of the team since AJ hates me and we arent allowed to talk but whatever like i give a shit

I THINK I HAVE FEELINGS FOR GORDO AGAIN! how weird is that? its been a while but i think this time it will be different

First Name: Charissa
Middle Name: Leaha
Last Name: Frederick
Date of Birth: August 18th 1987
Shoe Size: 10 or 11 (i know i know)
School: ESHS-South
Height: 5'8
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Blue
Band: the ataris ... linkin park
Solo Artist: JOHN MAYER WHAT A STUPID ANSWER
Food: pizza or cheese fries
Ice Cream Flavors: Cookies -n- Cream , peanut butter
Best Friends: ashley and jeff
TV Shows: one tree hill, the real world road rules challenge
Hairspray: i dont use hair spray
Day: friday
Holiday: Christmas
CDs: i dl everything so i dk
Tapes: TAPES? OML WHAT YEAR IS IT?
Channel:anything that has something good on
Radio Station: max..
Color: light colors and natual colors
Room: my room is yellow?!
Thing to Do: sleep.
Shoe Brand: Nike
Place to Shop: Aero, AE, delia's and alloy
Place to Hang Out: mall or whenever ryans car takes us?.
Clothing Brand: aero.
Candy: reese's peanut butter cups
Movie: drive me crazy... i love it sooo much
Alcoholic Beverage: wine coolers
Non-alcoholic beverage: soda?
Have you ever...... Smoked: no
Drank anything alocoholic: yes
Did drugs: no
Did anything "sexual": you would have to ask around
Made prank calls: no please how old are we?
Been pranked:no not really unless u call what ever those stupid ppl do to my cell phone as being pranked
Got really bad grades on your report card: no worst was a C
Got grounded for a month: no
Played truth or dare: yes
Gotten some really useful advise for someone: yes
Ever annoyed someone b/c you liked them:nope most people never even know
Ever told someone you loved them: yeah
Ever told someone you loved them and meant it: yes ahhh i was stupid
Ever French Kissed: yeah
Ever share something in a french kiss (ex. gum): i dont remember please i have better things to do with my life
Ever want to run up and kiss someone: yes.
Ever want to hurt someone because they were going out with the person you liked: hmmm yes im a very jealous person
Ever wanted to hurt someone becuase you were mad at them: yes
Not take a shower for more than 2 days: eww no
Lie to your parents: lol haha yea..
Lie to a friend: yea
Lie to a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
Ignore someone because you didn't feel like talking: tons of times
Lied to someone to impress them: probably at some point or another
Do you think you're....... Smart/Stupid: smart with my "blonde" moments
Pretty/Ugly: ugly
Outgoing/Shy: outgoing unless i dont really know you then im shy
Crazy/Quiet: depends on the time and people im with
Weird/Gifted: gifted
Nicknames: boots, chariss by like THE WORLD NOW, charmine, and tons more... that i forget but ask ashley she would know
Last CD you bought: im going to say JOHN MAYER.
Last movie you saw in the theatre: omg it was sooo long ago
Last movie you rented: the one with leo in it
Last thing you bought: cough drops.
Last thing you said: no b4 i go to bed
Last thing you ate: lasgne
Do you hate school: i love school...depending on the day
What subjects do you like: soc. and ss
What subjects don't you like: science
Crushin': not really anyone i can have he is a VERY taken guy like if i tried i would be killed my his girlfriend
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope
Boyfriend/Girlfriend's name: (insert name here)
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
Do you believe in dreams: yea
Do you believe in God: yes
What was the best piece of advise someone gave you: winning is everything its the only thing
What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend: good personality funny as hell loves his family taller!
What books do you like to read: none
How many people are on your buddy list: 199
Favorite relative: hmmm jakey
How long does it take you to shower: 10 mins if being rushed or 45 mins if no one is yelling abt the water
How long does it take you to get dressed: just dressed? maybe 4 mins
Worst fear: losing my best friend
Best feeling in the world: i dont get to experience many good things so i dk
Worst feeling in the world: losing the one u thought u "loved"
What college do you want to go to: Esu or u. of maine at farmington or just down south bc thats what they want
Have you ever cried over a guy/girl: of course
Best song in the world: faint by linkin park

My life is getting better and worse at the same time... its like certain things are becoming much better... like crystal doesnt hate me anymore ... and basketball started last night... but other things are getting worse and i would rather not talk about them because it just makes me more depressed! when im at a basketball game im happy but when im not i get all pissed at like every statement that is said!

oh yes basketball last night was the first game and we kicked ass! 40-30 we played del. valley! so we started off the season pretty good we are 1-0 :-) i love spending time with the guys each and everyone is great!! joe and leyon had a great game!

next game Friday...against Wallenpaupack! ahhhh wallenpaupack! how i love that school! aka the school joe goes to! :-) he makes me happy